wish me lucky(y)

hello march:) *telat ih gua-,-

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gua harus move on(y)

i like your last name, can i have it?

i feel like i'm in love with a million people and each of them is you

somehow, i still blush when i hear his name

Sometimes I wonder if you are worth it.

I wonder if it’s okay to take that chance of being hurt again. It’s been so long since I’ve opened up to someone, but you’re the first guy that has been able make me breathe again, so that must mean something right?

i know a lot of people know who he is, but i also know there are not that many who got to see the side of that guy that i did.

And that guy, well, I’ll never forget him. Not ever. I’ve learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him and I wouldn’t change a thing about it, including the ending. Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these once in a while. Besides, he has made a monumental impact on me and on my life in these past few years. I know no matter how many years go by, my stomach will always do a little flip whenever I see that face.

Don’t Tell Me..

Don’t tell me ”I like you”, when you’re gonna flirt with other people.
Don’t tell me ”I miss you”, when you’re throwing those words at other people, too.
Don’t call me ”babe”, when you’re gonna give everybody else pet names, too.
Don’t say ”I care”, then act like you don’t, later on.
Don’t tell me ”I love you’’, when you’re clearly not in love.

And even though I’m supposed to be getting over you, truth is, my love for you will never go away.

What we had was different from those silly crushes from the past that I can actually laugh about now. Though we were different in ways people could not understand, you and I understood each other. But that’s all in the past. Now we can live our own lives, and laugh with new people, and experience other things. But when the time comes that I’m near you again, I’ll do whatever it takes to get you back

Letting go.

to let go isn’t to forget, not think about, or ignore.
it doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
it isn’t about winning or losing.
it’s not about pride.
it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsession or dwelling on the past.
it isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness.
it’s not about giving in or giving up.
it isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat.
to let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on.
it is having an open mind and confidence in the future.
it is learning and experiencing and growing.
to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow.
it’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain.
it is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving.
it is growing up.
it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
to let go is to open a door, to clear a path, and set yourself free

Admit it,

you love him so much you Facebook stalk him, overthink your status in case he reads them & look at his photos several times a day

I know I should probably just let go, because I know that it won’t work out, and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that it’s better off that way, without him. But then I’ll think of him, and remember his smile, and the way that it use to make me melt. I can’t imagine myself with anyone else, and no matter how hard it will be I want to be with him